It's been a long time (I guess) that I haven't written...  I've just got back home from school... And why are people there so mean? Hmm... I thought I had achieved something great (have already accepted in a medical school), but when one of my teachers asked what kind of ways I used to be accepted there, I said I used the USM one. And she said, "Oh, it's the special way, eh?" SPECIAL? What the... I don't know if the meaning of special way that my teacher has said to me is same as what I've assumed from her saying. What I've assumed is... she might think that the special way is, the way we can go to a university by paying much money so that we can be accepted to that university. I am a little bit offended. Why should she say like that? I worked hard though... Some of private universities are pretty expensive. That's one of the differences between the private ones and negeri ones. My parents didn't race with other parents in paying much money for making me to be accepted there. Then, how could I be accepted there? I've got to do the psychological test and also the subject tests. If the university does accept students by only calculating who's the person that has paid the most money, i won't be accepted then. How can I get that much money? Also, there was my friend who also joined the test like me. And she (unfortunately) wasn't be accepted. I think that she has much money than me.

I don't know... Everything seems annoying right now. Also, I need to include a paper from school to that university. I know that I've already asked one before this. But, I don't know that I actually should copy it first. I should give to the former university the copy of it. Not the original one. When I asked the paper again to my school (I still didn't know about what I actually should do), the administration officer was so really mean to me. He kept blaming me why I didn't copy it first (the paper that he already gave me). I know that I was wrong, but why didn't he tell me about that at the first time? I am really blind about the rules and everything. So, in another side is not my fault. Even when he talked to me, he didn't look me in the eyes. He even ignored me. And I was like a fucking clown standing in front of him. It seemed like he was the most right one. I was the most wrong one. Whereas, I've adored him when he did the presentation before the national exams were held. The core of the presentation said that we should be honest in doing our tests later. That's why I liked him. But, hey, I am a human being... I am no longer adore or even like him. I meant, like in the respect side. I do still respect him (because, it's our obligation to respect people who are older than us) but not as much as before. Anyway, talking about respecting people who are older than us, that rule must be done by young people. But, there's no reciprocal from the older ones. But, anyway, not all of the older people do like that or even mean like some people at school.

Hmm... I no longer want to revenge. I want to live my life, peacely. God is The Infinite Justice. So, I will let God take care of it.

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