No, no, it's not about love things... It's all about friendship. I don't know if something uneven can create jealousy haha...

It doesn't mean that I'm not happy with their happiness. But... Have they ever thought about my feeling when they go to somewhere and don't include me?
The answer is: I don't think so.

When L told me about H shared everything to her in somewhere, and she told me about that for two or even three times... Didn't she think that I felt a little bit offended because they didn't involve me there? Maybe, some people may tell me as a spoiled person, or even a jealous person. Spoiled? No. Jealous? Absolutely. Also, when they bought the same veils together (not including me again), and one of them showed up and the other said she got the same veils, because they bought it together. I feel lots of pains. They declared about it to me soooo easy. I mean, it's ok for me to be jealous, because I have the right of it. Because I am also a part of this friendship. And what I feel annoyed is... They seem to never care about my feelings in this friendship circle.

They don't know that I am not brave enough to buy the same things again with L, because I don't wanna hurt H feelings. But how about they? Yes, they buy the same things without even thinking what I am gonna feel... If I wanna buy the same things with L, I will ask L what about H feeling when she sees us have these same things. If I really do wanna buy the same things, I will buy for H too. So, the three of us will have it. I am now writing this, not because I want to be bought those same things (they have bought together and not involved me) by them. I just wonder, how could they be doing that to me? Also, if I go to somewhere with L and not involving H, I will never ever tell or even share about that in front of H. Because I AM AFRAID OF HURTING HER.


AND NOW, I REALLY AM FEELING HURT SO BAD. THEY? THEY ABSOLUTELY WILL NEVER EVER NOTICE THIS. Hahaha... What a great life.

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