My Symphony of Happiness

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My Symphony of Happiness

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Friday, November 2, 2012 • 22:34 • 0 comments

Abah, i am sorry...

you may be tired of listening to me

and now you will listen to me through these writings..

i just want to stop doing this...

i have no motivation for doing anything...

if abah wants to send me to somewhere because of this

i will accept it

the word of patient is easy to say, but hard to do

i know that i will be nothing

until now,

i am still telling myself about giving up

i listen to every motivational word

but my brain never absorbs it

or actually me who deny it

i am already knowing that i won't be a good teacher, no, even i am not gonna be a teacher if i am like this

sorry for making you to be in this kind of situation..

i just feel useless

i may smile

i may laugh

i may be seemed to try and enjoy everything

but

actually no

i already start to deny everything

i start to stop finding ways to harm myself

i don't wanna die

i may write this because of being spoiled and not wanting to do assignments, exams, etc. that have something to do with faculty of medicine

from the first day until the last day of the orientation, every good motivational word which has been said by the seniors didn't affect me at all

i laughed instead of being amazed

and those moments have realized me that it wouldn't work out...

i always try to be sick

but i may already have a sick mind

it may be hard to fix me

because i know that i am already ruined in the inside

hmm... i just feel empty now Abah.

I just want to shrink and fall asleep in a little box.

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Happiness is created not got, so, I am trying to create it. Much love, loves! -M & A-

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