Been a while my blog. No one does know that you even exist, even me until I feel desperate...

You are my only space to talk for me.. When I really got no one to talk to. Even my fiancé should never know about this.

Oya I will get married next month >.< Can't imagine if it is a real thing...

Well ya I lost control over my weigh. The lowest should be 52.6 but now its 54.2. I gain 1.6!!!!!!!!
I hate myself. I really hate myself. Even its the weight after vomitting... So I can't do anything anymore. Using laxatives? I can't. Tomorrow I have to go to the univ...
I am now scared even to drink water... 😭 God help me...

My last chance is eating very less then exercise more... Since its already less than one month until wedding day... I wanna weigh 48 kg. Can I? I think I will post again few days before wedding day. Well so I should lose 6.2 kg. I can do it. Wish me luck.

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#FF: I ♥ my man, hunny

#FF: I am now surviving in a tough life of a faculty of medicine student. (Well, I am now a doctor already :) )

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