So, this is the first time in our relationshit that we have a fight which ends to keep silent to each other. I don't even start the fire to seek any attention from him, no fucking tears roll down, no fast heart beats, just like fine. He also acts like this for the first time. Usually I act like that and he will try to get my attention.

Recently, he starts being mean as well, lol. I mean like... back then, he always showered me by love and kindness. He never got angry. I felt a lil' bit like a princess :-> But as always, a sweet dream must come to an end. He often shows how pissed he is, mean, and ya that kind of thing. My conclusion for now is our romance is dead. Maybe, now we're acting more like friends instead of lover, I guess?

Yes, affection acts are still here, but not dominating. 
But, no more butterflies... no more flowers... we are more like old couples I guess.

No one lights the romance. I have been tired. Back then, I always try to light the romance. For example, for our 2nd anniversary... I made a very cheap and simple dinner... I bought him a book... He should give me a gift as well, yeah, "he should". The fact that he just did nothing. No effort to light. I mean yes, now I am very ugly and fat. Why do I deserve to get those chances like pretty girls?

Why should I keep staying in this kind of relationship? Its getting boring each day. Friends around me keep dreaming and being so hopelessly in love to get married soon. Don't they know how tiring is this?
Even if you see the posts below I have been very fed up since year 1. How long should I endure this.

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