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2013 → 2014

Monday, January 20, 2014 • 08:23 • 0 comments

It has been forever I don't open my blog. I have been super stressed out and busy about my assignment and exams. I thought college would be different from high school, but no. Only the people and the uniform have changed.

I feel like in this age, I have been acting younger than I should be. Compared to Western people, I feel like people in my country are more immature and way too dependent on their parents.

I am a loyal youtube watcher , I watched them a lot, and I thought they are much older than me, but 20-21, they are like more 24-25 for the way they act or think.

And I see myself as someone who never has a job or my own place. I have been studying and having a life which are still being paid and supported by my parents. In my country, there's no such thing as leave your home after you are 18 y.o, or something like that.

Because of immaturity, I still keep blaming my study which seems to keep blocking me doing stuff I want. My interest of writing, drawing, reading novels. Maybe, if I have been already able to handle my stress, pressure, assignment, I can start doing those things again. But, I still cannot HANDLE that!

When I see things I like, drawing, novels, etc. I feel like walking through a door of paradise of mine.

Ow, I forgot, I TOTALLY FAILED in doing weight loss. I don't know... I feel like a piece of shit every time I see my reflection from a mirror. My life is totally like this -> shit . I am always wearing a mask. Even, I am still wearing it to handle my own self.

I am sorry for talking shit like this. I think I need to do a meditation to clear this mind. Yeah... I feel bored in waiting my class shift to get a lecture.

Pump your spirit, gurl!

Ok, bye! Have a fun day!

Labels: College, Life