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Devil's Cycle

Saturday, January 25, 2014 • 21:02 • 0 comments

I am still sitting alone, here, the same room since yesterday.

I am still trapped of laziness and hardly to move. Deep inside my heart, I want to make a change but my mind seems to be filled by dirty water and makes the picture becomes blurred.

I want to do fast walk on the treadmill, but the treadmill is located next to my brother's room, and his friend comes to sleepover, I feel insecure to use the treadmill.

I feel dirty and fed up of the fat that has been there, wrap my body. I feel sick to myself. Time keeps ticking and going by, and I am still here doing nothing.

I have realized that, among my parents' children, I am the worst and the most fake child ever.

They think I have been doing good, the reality I have been lying and letting myself rot day by day and keeping getting myself worse.

I have filled my life with unnecessary things. I am scared to rot in hell, I want to gather with my family in heaven in after life.

Labels: Family, Lonely, sad