I just took a sleeping pill. Well, I really do want to be able to sleep tonight that's why.

Oh, this morning I woke up around 1.15 am after trying really hard to sleep around 10.00 pm. I freaking hated myself for not being  able to sleep, so that I got headache. Instead of closing my eyes and getting no result, I started watching Get Him to Greek, and I just realized that it's a sequel of Forgetting Sarah Marshall which was really fun to watch. Unfortunately, I haven't finished watching the movie until 6 am. So I took a bath, prepared everything for meeting my teacher, and done!

I have a thought of driving a car myself, but, later I found out that my brother was planning to go too, and brought the car. He wanted to go at 9 am. I wanted to go with him, so I texted my teacher, apologizing for being late. At first, I was actually scared of being late, but my teacher who was already there with my two seniors, were okay with that. I found out that my teacher was in a rush to go to a hospital, and she told me to have a talk with my seniors. So, when I arrived, she left hehehe :-D

My seniors are absolutely kind and beautiful, they were really patient in telling me what the task that my teacher gave.

I called my brother that I was already finished, [what a quick meeting! :-)] and asked how if we exchanged an error harddisk to its factory through someone who worked doing that and lived near my university [which my brother and I already planned to meet him for a long time].

While I was waiting for my brother to pick me up, I met some friends who were doing the remedial in the building. I don't know how, but one of my friends and I ended up having a talk about wrong friends we get from the first class we had. She shared her depression stories. From the story, I can conclude that she got severe depression. I was already through that time, and I can say that I was quite depressed as her, but more her. So, I could understand what she felt. In my posts, I have mentioned directly or indirectly about wanting to commit suicide in my depression time.

I am a person who is really hard to give any advice to my new friends. I mean, if I have been really close enough to them for a long time, I can be brave enough to tell them that what she has done might be wrong so most of people will judge her that way, etc. I still feel like an outsider for her, so I just listened to her, share mine (though I didn't give her any detail of my problems). Sadly, our conversation was cut because my brother already arrived to pick me. Be strong my friend! ;-)

You know, if we don't have a strong faith, we can be toyed by life when it brings us up and down. What we actually have to do is BEING THE CONTROLLER OF OURSELVES so that we won't be toyed by life that easy.

Hope Allah will give us the best. Aamiin...

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