 Annoying Blogspot! Monday, August 4, 2014 • 16:54 • 0 comments   If I convert my blog to the update one, everything I do to this blog is gonna freaking disappear!  At the sides of this blog I put some cute pictures I like, but they cannot be appeared anymore. Maybe the pictures's source was removed. So, I decided to change or remove it, because it's sooo uncomfortable to see.  BUT! When I did any change in the 'edit html', all my blog's fonts change into Times New Roman!!!! WTH! >:-(  When I tried to change to the update one, it was bad and boring. I mean, I have tried everything in making my blog comfortable to see for me. :-(  And I kinda forget in putting pixels or cute things into my blog, but now I start remembering a little bit. Huhuuhu.... I am loving this blog... What to do...   I CAN'T STAND ANYMOOOORE Saturday, February 1, 2014 • 19:20 • 0 comments It is way too disgusting to make your condition as an excuse to be lazy. It's not good at all. Well, you get no any obligation to make your siblings proud of you, but you have an obligation to keep your position as the eldest one. In a food chain, you must be the one who acts like a leader, get lots of respects without having to ask for it. In this situation, you have been earning nothing. I am fucking done with your behaviour. PS: You are the one who has broken myself with your bad habits. You transmit your shitty mind into mine. I have been destroyed by you indirectly. I hope the other siblings of yours are not infected by your dirty things, I hope they are still as pure as pearls, not like mine whose pearl has changed into broken shitty rocks. Long Holiday Babesss! ♥ Sunday, September 22, 2013 • 22:19 • 0 comments Aaaaaah fukc it! I don't know if android blogger won't save my writing if I do multitasking! (>_<) It doesn't even save it into a freaking draft! Aaaaargh.... e_e Okay, well, you can see the title above that I was happy before finding out that my writing wasn't saved! :-( Well, yeah, today, this Sunday I was invinted to my teacher's relative's house. Firstly, the former plan seemed to really work for me. My Teacher (MT) said that she would pick me up at 12.30 pm in our campus. I actually planned to park my car there, but suddenly, the planned was changed! MT said that she couldn't pick me up, so that my seniors would pick me up instead. MT and my seniors texted me even MT called me around 7.39 but I didn't answer them, guess what, I was still freaking sleeping!!! X﹏X Yeah, the shame on me like T-Swift has sung in her song. To be honest, I couldn't sleep at the night before so I watched Running Man all night long. (≧﹏≦) Thus, I decided to go there by myself (alone). So, today was filled by some fun things, they are: ♡ I drove a car by myself to a place which the way to reach there I barely remembered. The last but not least! :;(∩´﹏`∩);: ♥: *drums* ♡ I was finally able to use an alternative way so that I could go home faster! o(^^o) [btw, the road is pretty dangerous, that's why I never used that alternative way before.] That's all for today! By the way, tomorrow I am gonna go to a place, I forget what it's called. Something ends with -land, where there would be many games can be played. Hopefully, everything's gonna be fun! =) ♥ G'nite! <(⊙▽⊙)/ ★♡ Labels: Angry, Blogging, College, Happy, Holidays NEED SLEEP! Thursday, September 12, 2013 • 03:58 • 0 comments Today, I got to go at 8 am to meet and help my teacher. So, I forced myself to sleep at 10. I didn't even know whether I was sleeping or just dreaming, or even might be in the middle of that. Eventually, I was totally awake from my sleeping-dreaming with my eyes closed. Then, I forced myself to sleep, but, FAILED. I got headache right away. So, I opened my laptop and wandering around the Internet. O GOD Y. I am freaking afraid of being sleepy in the morning! >:""""( I WANT TO SLEEP NORMALLY AGAIN! I WANT TO ENJOY A COZY SLEEP THAT I'VE CRAVED SO BAD BEFORE HOLIDAY! (T________T) Bipolar? Brain Disorder? Depression? ... Or What? Thursday, August 22, 2013 • 22:23 • 0 comments I took two tests: bipolar and depression. My result was... Bipolar: I got in the middle of the rank, which was ... bipolar likely Depression: I got the freaking second rank! (Actually, I wasn't that shocked, I thought I knew the result wouldn't be good.) They suggest me to see the professional ones. But, no freaking waaay! I think I am now being a high temper person. I am just having to deal with the emotions that are formulated inside my brain. I don't know why... Maybe, the whole situations that have happened around me lately have pretty much changed me. I don't know... It's just really difficult to control myself, especially my mind that will create a trigger to make me angry again, again and again. That's what I've been dealing until now. I've been hating my brother, I hate the way he eats, the way he breathes, everything he does in my Mom's home is never ever making me happy for him to be there. He's one of the factor for creating a person like me. He's pretty much ruined my life and personality. Thanks, Bro! He might not know the reason why, because, only me and my Lord who know. Yeah, absolutely, I can guarantee that no one knows except me and my Allah. The only help I have to myself is me. Praying well is the best solution actually. When I read some articles about the alter egos, I may have some alter egos. But, what I've been regretting, I may have chosen the wrong one since I go to the college. I got migraine a lot. Moreover, in my period time. I was dying for more than 7 days during my period. But, I was kinda sad with my one of best friends in the college. I had a plan of buying something from her and she might want me to get the thing and pay immediately. Yeah, she might need the money, but, when I said that I might not come to an event... Instead of wishing me to get well, she just texted "Ih...." TO BE HONEST, I was sad and lost a little bit of respect to her. I love her as my best friend, but why... Only why. I didn't crave of the attention, but that time was a tough time for me. I got a heavy migraine, (the second day of period) it was totally killing me. Moreover, my Mom wasn't around. She was far away---accompanying my sister, a-mother-wanna-be. My body temperature was really high, I seemed to get a fever. Even the medication pills couldn't get the rid of the pain completely. Usually, the pain will go completely after I take them and take a nap. But, at my period time, the pain will appeared only in one side of my head, as the time went on, the pain would be in my entire head. I even couldn't stand up without the pain would be like pushing my brain to a one spot. Even when I take the pills and take a nap, the result wouldn't be satisfying. I would wake up with having a migraine in a little spot in my head. Maybe the pills can't handle all the pains. Yeah... You know, the point was, the pain was bad. Totally bad. I want to curse how bad it is, actually. But, I think, it's not a wise thing to do. By the way, I still love my friend though I won't be forgetting the text that she sent to me as a reply. Labels: Angry, College, Friends, Life, sad True. Haha. Friday, June 14, 2013 • 22:02 • 0 comments 
For me, I am gonna murder you. Nah, I am kidding. I am gonna love you.
PRAY • 21:44 • 0 comments I hate some people around me. Yes, you think those things are funny. But for me, it's not fucking funny, you fucking assholes. I don't know if you're my 'friend'. Because, I never think you are. They don't know what I am suffered to. They don't know what I am gonna be if I am under pressured. They just know me from the mask that I have put on. They are not the ones for me because they don't know the real me. Yes, of course, I do have dark secrets and sins which can make you wonder that the person that I've introduced you (me) can do and think really really evil. If you see I am no longer laughing for what you think fun in making fun of me, it means I am fucking serious in starting fucking hating you. Yes, you, bitches. I fucking hate you. I am also angry to myself for keeping loosing control every single time I am in an under pressured situation. Yes, I am now trying to control myself. I really fucking try. AAAARGGH! Sunday, February 20, 2011 • 13:35 • 0 comments Labels: Angry Where's the BLENDER? Sunday, February 13, 2011 • 13:29 • 0 comments What I want to talk is about the Blender. What the heck is it? I mean, Tay's song--Blender. You know, sometimes when the Internet is so freaking slow, than I hear that song that often stop, appear, stop, appear, IT'S KILLING ME, and it may be killing you too, guys. And the other reason is, I also thought about people who are listening to their own music (it can be from winamp, etc.) then they open my blog. So, they can't listen their song well, because of being disturbed by song that came from my blog. Oh, I also sometimes feel a lil' bit disturbing when there's so many different songs play together. Lol. So, that's why I remove the song. For all of oursakes, teehee~ Labels: Angry, Music, Taylor Momsen, The Pretty Reckless February 5th 2010 Saturday, February 5, 2011 • 19:11 • 0 comments It has been a while for me not to write anything here :> hihi. Actually, this week I was very lazy to go to school. I don't know why, and that feeling started appearing exactly on Friday. Whereas, Friday was my favorite day, -_-" *i am such a And after the school has finished, I joined a free course at school. The teacher was my teacher's son. And I can see just from his face, that he's such a smart boy. Hehe. He is good at science lessons, and he wants to use his spare time while waiting for the administration of blabla *I didn't get it at that time :p He wants to teach the studenst who really want to study with him, not just came once in a while. So, we got to be serious to study. Hopefully, I am one of those students, hehe. And today was my friend's birthday. My other friend sent me a message which was said that STREET's people should come to my friend's birthday. And there's a friend said that I rarely joined my class's event. Huum, I realized it. But, I just wanted to go home as soon as possible this afternoon. Because, my father has just come from the hospital. The disease might not be too serious, but it's still a disease. If my father was too late to check up to the doctor, my father would be very hard to be cured. Thanks God, everything is really well. :) And I am now busy with playing The Sims 3. Actually, this game is so tough and more difficult than The Sims 2. Wow, but it's pretty fun and entertaining, enough. :) Have a sweet night people ;* kiss kiss kiss Labels: Angry, Birthday, Bored, Course, Games, Happy  
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